我其实不是专职的业务，但没事的时候老板也让我开发客户，老板去年大约十月分去参加的德国的Anuga的展会，回来我都联系了一下也　没有什么效果，头几天老板又叫我给客人发邮件，问问有没有要我们葵仁的　，有一个客人比较有意向，报了价，客人感觉也很好，都已经快下单了，可老板突然让别人别人插了进来，把我凉到一边了，以后都是那个人来联系，而且已经下单了，４个柜．这是客人和我的最后一封邮件
Dear Lisa

Thank you very much for you mail .
Yes, we know xxx very well.This company is much smaller than our company.
WE are very glad to hear , that you are very experienced with shipment to EU


Nevertless we are very interested to book same quantities with you to start relations ship on regular basis .
We would like to book with you :

Sunflower kernels
2007crops, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx(please use packing more save for shipment in this part of year )

2 fcl May
2 fcl June
Grade Confectionary EUR CFR G Poland .

all documents as per EU
Payment CAD through our bank
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Trust you will reconfirm

我不知道他是什么意思，难道是怕我的能力不够，把这单弄丢了，可是就是没有别人插手，这单也都可以成的啊，还是怕成了，还得给我提成呢，合同都已经签了，但我感觉好象这一单与我一点关系都没有了，既然这样，当初为什么还要让我联系，这到底算什么呢，我又算什么呢，郁闷